house is falling down

I don't even know.
I just feel like I have alot of stuff to speak about today but it'll probably end up being a short blog.
Okay.

#1) I've decided to practically starve myself until i'm my ideal weight.
So basically, all i've had to eat all day is a cheese sandwitch and four slices of apple.
It's given me a big headache and put me in a bad mood.
So now i'm pilled up and sat here feeling sorry for myself, but i guess it'll be worth it in the end.
So I intend to keep this up otherwise today will have been a waste.
I guess it will get harder, then easier - maybe.
But i'm going on holiday at the end of this month, so hopefully I will have lost some.
Also, I think dad's booking a holiday for us in the easter holiday so I plan on being alot thinner by then.
(Maybe I will never be happy with my weight :/)

#2) I had the day off school today for inset but all my teachers asked me to come in anyway because exams are so close.
I've been ill for the past two days and could only make it to my drama hours. (2 hours)
So now, aparently my business teacher is in a huff with me because I didn't go!
W.T.F
I think he said that business was more important than drama?
NO. Seeing as I want to get into a performing arts college in september i would have though drama was ABIT more important.
I need a C in drama and english language ~I already have my language~ so obviously i'm going to focus my effort to drama.
Honestly, people don't understand how unimportant some things are!

#3) I'm broke.
I have literally spent all my money on gigs and random crap I don't need.
I have £100 left in the bank, and i've manged to save about £15 - plus I need to buy holiday clothes.
At least my birthday is soon and I can just ask everyone for money instead of gifts.
When my birthday comes around i'll be able to get a job too :/
I don't even know anymore, I guess i'm just in one of those moods today where I complain alot.

On the upside - IM GOIN TO SEE YMAS TOMORROW <3